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Being transformed by the renewing of our minds …
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I’ve been told recently that I need to have more protein in my diet, especially in the mornings to give me energy for the day. So I’ve been encouraged to forego my cup of tea and “toast with ______” breakfasts, to something a little more nutritious (and tasty!).
This morning, I decided to go for a scrambled egg. So I prepared the zucchini, onion, garlic, mushrooms and capsicum and fried them up. Well, I was thinking “there’s no room for the egg”… in goes the 2 eggs…
What a hearty meal it turned out to be! Yummmmm….
To live, or not to live… That is the question…
This weekend (plus Friday) I had an intensive at uni. This meant that I had lectures from 9am – 4pm each day. The subject was called “understanding humanness” and is all about investigating what it means to be human.
It was quite a deep subject, and we were encouraged to “tunnel” and keep digging deeper. We spent quite a while talking about defining human, human being, identity, self, individual and person. It was quite fascinating, and I have been challenged a lot in various ways.
Last Wednesday night at Life Group, we talked about the difference between being “committed” to something, and being a “fanatical”. We talked about what is expected of us as Christians, and whether our relationship with God would be considered fanaticism, and how we would know if we were going “too far”. We concluded that it was about being intimate with God, not going and making drastic actions for the sake of being fanatical, but about knowing God and doing what HE tells us to do, even if it may seem fanatical. Whew.. does that make sense?
And now to tie that into what I learnt at uni…
Well, they were linked in many ways, but here’s one.. We were talking about how a Human Being is the nature of human existence – who we are & how we exist in the world. A famous philosopher Martin Heidegger talked about how we can live “authentically” or “inauthentically”.
To live authentically is that one is willing to sew into the world and others and is willing to share in the suffering of the world.
To live inauthentically is to lose the self in the everydayness of human life and existence. This is to simply adopt the values of the dominant culture. Which for us is “Its all about me!”
We talked about how our western society encourages us to live what has been defined as “inauthentically” because it doesn’t want to be challenged or changed.
Yet if we live “authentically” we take on responsibility for the world and our country to make them our family and cause that we are willing to suffer for. We are thus transformational… We also talked about how this cannot be done on one’s own. It has to be done in relationship and community.
Thus, to live authentically could be seen as “radical” or “fanatical” because it is living against the stream of culture!
Conclusion… how am EYE living?
A lot of the time, I am living inauthentically. Everyday life is what surrounds us.. it is what is there in front of us as the “pressing matter” to be dealt with. But how much of a lie this is! We are not meant to be here to succumb to the pressures and values of our society, but to be in an intimate relationship with God, live how He pleases, and effect change for Him!
Philippians 2:12-13
Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling,for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.
So what do you guys think about this?
How do YOU live?
From Physical To Spiritual
In my recent efforts to draw near to my inner beings greatest desire(God), I have found it to be quite the difficult task. This could be for a number of reasons…
1. I am so full of sin that I you couldn’t possibly put another ‘little white lie’ in.
2. Satan has his beedy little eyes on me.
3. I am too tired because I am eating the wrong foods.
4. I am using my waking hours for my own purposes and not for God’s.
5. I spend too much time at work.
6. I am not getting enough sleep.
What has struck me recently due to my working much more than I ever have before is that the physical reasons above really have the ability to effect my relationship with God. Tiredness saps my alertness up like coke from a straw, limiting my ability to be alert in my time with God. The food I eat seems to be akin to trying to run a car on mud, thus making me tired. The work I do steals energy from me faster than the mud can provide it.
The ability for me to relate to my heavenly father in a spiritual way is directly hampered by the limitations and choices made in the physical realm.
I have no doubt that the tiredness of my mind and body is having a hugely negative effect on my closeness to God.
Then, what do I do???
a. Quit all work and go and become a monk. (dont laugh, the thought has crossed my mind)
b. Eat better foods (a very dooable possibility, although very hard)
c. Wake at 5.00am to spend time with God(which I tried once this week but just didnt happen)
Bottom line is, I am struggling and I want out of this Godless ditch of my sidetracked life. But all options that have the potential to make a difference are “unrecommended” (i.e. Quit Job, get less sleep, eat better foods, etc).
Sorry to depress you all, if anything, be encouraged that dispite the physical wreck, the Lord still has me desiring him ohh soo much!!
Well, this weekend has been a very big weekend for Geoff and I. Friday night was youth group, and Geoff gave the talk. I made a “tower” with spaghetti & marshmellows, and I think we ate and threw far more than we did anything productive with! AND, we coloured our lips blue with M&M’s. Saturday night was Catherine Carpenter’s First Birthday party. It was a blast – but we were totally pooped by 8:45 so came home.
Today, Sunday lunch, we had a homegroup BBQ at Ash & Alison’s place. It was a load of fun. James had one BIG sausage!
When one of the mum’s collected her daughter from dteam last Monday afternoon, she asked me if I had seen the latest Scripture Union QLD Newsletter. I hadn’t. She showed me this lovely article on AGMF.
I just looked at it, then it occured to me what I was actually looking at. Right in the centre.
So she gave it to me to show Geoff… (btw-Thanks!)
On closer inspection, I noticed that on the other page, there were 2 photos from Outbreak last year! They were the same photos that were on the front of some of the SU camping brochures, but they had zoomed in so they missed my head. I don’t care – my senior jersey was still in both of them !!!!! hehehe
Hey there blog readers I had my operation thing today and they could find any stomach ulcers. So they still don’t know what’s wrong with me.
The other day while I was home sick, the phone rang so I picked it up and there was a piano playing a song (like call waiting). I waited till the person came on. She said how are you today (now mum has been wringing all the time to check if I was all right) Hey mum, I said I still have a sore stomach. She said do you know who I am. So I said yeah (not really knowing who). She said I am ?????????? I said ohhh ok, I thought she was someone from church that knows me. Then she said you have won a discounted holiday to Noosa….That was when I realized I don’t know the person. So I did the polite thing and hung up on them.
This person was not my mum, imposter. She sounded like her but it wasn’t her.
You have to watch out for false people. They say you won this now send us your credit card details. Then they take your money.
Like on the Simpson’s grandpa says “If you give them your credit card number and if one of the numbers is lucky you win a prize”.
The other day dad was trying to call mum on his mobile and he new that the number in his phone had an extra 0 on the end(he was aware of it too!) (Wendy told him). He goes I’ll see if it works, he waited and waited for her to pick up but she didn’t. He was really confused why mum didn’t pick up. I go dad you have to get rid of the 0 for it to reach her. So I took the phone and got rid of the extra 0 for him.
Here you go Jonny, an Iced Volvo…
Hey there blog readers I am still sick. I went to the doctors again today to get my blood test results and they found nothing wrong with me. Next Friday I am having a Gastrointestinal endoscopy. I don’t really know what that is. The doctor says that I might have a stomach ollsa I don’t know how to spell olsa but it sounds like ol-sa. He said that you can get them from bacteria’s or something.??????????? Anyway Today I got a letter that said my name then it had a big yellow sticker on top that said Geoff’s name then my old churches address and my new home address. It’s good to see Australia post hard at work. I want to know why it said Geoff’s name not mine. Dad wrote down in his pda Geoffrey has a doctors appointment. Now I don’t think Geoff had a doctor’s appointment. I wish Geoff had a sore stomach not me. Just kidding Geoff don’t punch me …just kidding.. seriously. I was looking at the family photo’s and a realized that all the one that I was in turned out bad. Why is that
The picture below is me and I had a huge head didn’t I?
Hey there blog readers I am still sick and I stayed home yesterday and today. Yesterday I got a blood test. After I had it, I felt light headed and dizzy. I went all pale and so the nurse told me to lay down on the bed. She put cold water on my face and then after a while I was back to normal…But still had a sore stomach. All day I felt really fatigued and a headache. I am not allowed to eat any acidy food or fatty food. I am allowed to drink milk though which is good.
I couldn’t do any homework because my head and stomach was sore.
Writing his is really hard. There is probably a hundred iced Volvo spelling mistakes again.
Oops